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Funny Kinda Guy Soundtrack

by Simon de Voil & Icarus

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1.
What will I do when the tide takes me further out to sea than I care to be? Go a little further where the shade is dark go a little further you might find your heart. CHORUS Time will do its own thing anyway, anyway the trick is not to get lost in the day to day find your way and feel your way. People act strange and they mislead the way it’s only when you turn around you see you’ve strayed So open up your arms and I will carry you when things are too hard to comprehend in full CHORUS What will I do when the tide takes me further out to sea than I care to be? So open up your arms and I will carry you when things are too hard to comprehend in full CHORUS
2.
I met you in the wintertime the hardest time of all warmth and hope surrounded us And dreams consumed our souls And when the sun goes down I’ll wait until the axis spins us back around And when the sun goes down. In spring we shared the sweetest times we danced away the pain of broken dreams from former lives those shadows still remained And when the sun goes down I’ll wait until the axis spins us back around And when the sun goes down. I hurt in the summertime, the summertime your love was not to blame but shadows had surrounded us, surrounded us And tempted me away And when the sun goes down I’ll wait until the axis spins us back around And when the sun goes down. I left you in the autumntime I couldn’t face the pain I knew I’d done the cruelest thing, the cruelest thing but still I turned away And when your sun goes down I’ll wait until the axis spins us back around And when your sun goes down.
3.
I feel tired and I feel lonely I need somewhere to rest my head I’d like to be surrounded by your heartbeat Not needing to move to feel you’re there CHORUS Cause I’ve been waiting all day to see you Just to check that it’s ok And I’ve been waiting all day to hold you And make things right I kiss your lips that once were angry angry once I look your eyes to see what they say what they say I reach out I’d like to touch you you know I’ll touch you And listen to your words to hear how you feel CHORUS Hold on to your dreams you don’t let yourself have you know you had those dreams Hold on to your dreams you don’t let yourself have oh hold on tight Wait until tomorrow until the sun come up you know the sun will come up Wait until tomorrow to see what to do Cause I’ve been waiting all day to see you Don’t want another fight And I’ve been waiting all day to hold you I’ve got to make things right I’ve been waiting all day to see you And make things right
4.
Oh wisdom you made me lose the sweetness in my charms And time you let me see how different things were in my world This is my world, this is my world But I’ll sleep where I want to Go where I’m going Be who I am I’ll lie if I need to Kiss who I want to And always speak my mind Inside of me I will be free Inside of me. And in my past I once was stronger before I picked up all this mess And in my past I once was louder but now I’ve reached this quiet distress This quiet distress, this quiet distress But I’ll sleep where I want to Go where I’m going Be who I am I’ll lie if I need to Kiss who I want to And always speak my mind Inside of me I will be free Inside of me. We do not fear what we can’t feel So maybe you’re not that brave You’re not that brave But I’ll sleep where I want to Go where I’m going Be who I am I’ll lie if I need to Kiss who I want to Go where I’m going I’ll do what I’m doing now Sleep where I want to I’ll go where I’m going I’ll lie if I need to I’ll do what I’m doing Inside of me I will be free to do what I’ve gotta do I will be free to say what I want to say I will be free to act how I need to act I’ll still be free.
5.
Take my hand and come with me We’ll forget about the way it is tonight There’s nothing left to say Nothing to make our past go away Cause the way it is ain’t easy And you’ve found yourself another way to be If there was anything I could ever do You know I would have Take my hand and come with me And we’ll be lovers for just one more time, for a while Doesn’t really matter where you’ve been How many other people’s ceilings you have seen recently Cause the way it is ain’t easy And you’ve found yourself another way to be If there was anyone I could ever be You know I would have So take my hand and come with me And we’ll forget about the way it is tonight
6.
Didn’t mean to climb so high didn’t know I’d get so lost what’s the good of your loving if it just hurts me what’s the reason to stay now if you don’t really want me baby I love you more than I can say Didn’t mean to stray so long didn’t know you’d crash and burn what’s the good of your loving if it can’t reach me what’s the reason to stay now if you don’t want to hold me baby I want you more than I can say Didn’t mean to climb so high didn’t know I’d fall so hard what’s the good of your loving if it just hurts me what’s the point of being with you if you don’t really want me baby I love you, more than I can say....to you
7.
She doesn’t speak she kisses me instead And through her touch I feel the words that she’s not said to me Take care of me and I’ll let you free Be gentle with me and then I’ll let you breathe, I’ll let you breathe Familiar stranger won’t you stay the night? Familiar stranger won’t you stay another night here with me? Cause I know so many things about you that there’s not been time for And I feel so many things about you that I just know it’s true I know you’re true She doesn’t speak she kisses me instead And through her touch I feel the words that she’s not said to me If this was fair on me then I wouldn’t feel this way If you were true to me then maybe I could breathe that I could breathe She kisses me but the feeling’s not the same She injected sorrow to my love song and my verse oh poor me Poor, poor me Cause I know too many things about you that I don’t want to know And I feel the pain of all your recklessness and sex appeal It’s not fair, it’s not me She doesn’t speak She kisses me instead She kisses me.
8.
[Simon] "Think I might go for a walk right now you could follow me down by the river and if you'd like to get close to me we could kiss just now we could talk a while it's so tranquil here." [Michelle] "And I will follow you and I will Follow you till you bar my way." Simon "I think I might go for a walk right now down by the riverside with you I'm going down the riverside going to work out my mind will I find my way?" Michelle "I will follow till you bar my way"
9.
I thought I’d be used to this by now useless, frustrated loneliness with time it will lapse into normality funny but I don’t remember my feelings before CHORUS And I understand your decision your logic is totally okay but no amount of reason will change my feelings and all the anguish still remains my baby darling come hold me for a while. So what, so what happens now? I’ve given you the ammunition to shoot us down down, down on the ground where it’s cold it’s cold enough already in here And I understand your decision your logic is totally okay but no amount of reason could change my feelings now all the hurt’s out on display my baby darling, go turn your eyes away just look the other way my baby darling, go turn your eyes away just walk the other way.
10.
I’m Peter Pan and I’ve always been this way An accidental real life fairytale Frog that turned to Prince with month and year Peter Pan inside me, he knows Everything about me, he says “hey it’s really time you let me go” Everything I have I’ll give him Lay it at his feet there for him Everything I know and all I own It’s time to live life, to do this, to grow Sacrifice my voice to please you Lay it at your feet before you Everything I know and all I own Little Boy I know you and I’ll do Anything to help you, give you Everything you need to let you grow It’s time to do this, to live life, to go Peter Pan inside me, he knows Everything about me, he says “hey it’s really time you let me go” Everything I have I’ll give him Lay it at his feet there for him Everything I know and all I own It’s time, to do this, to live life, to go I’m Peter Pan and I’ve always been this way An accidental real life fairytale The Mermaid who gave all her specialness to join mankind To join mankind
11.
Blue ocean full of feeling Hold onto the gentle patience in her eyes You're worth so much more than You could ever, ever realise Time will carry you, flash back to All the horrors lodged behind your eyes You're worth life fight back with All the anger you ever felt inside Your worth life, life She holds me, so closely Tells me all the secret sorrows of her sighs And you're worth so much more than You could ever, ever realise Blue ocean full of feeling Hold onto the gentle patience in her eyes You're worth so much more than You could ever, ever realise Cause you're worth life, life.
12.
I’m a funny kinda guy I’m a gentle kinda guy You know life is strange And maybe I don’t see Things the same as you Try not to judge And you might find People have less to hide I’m a lucky kinda guy I’m a lonesome kinda guy I’m a dykey kinda guy I’m a curvy kinda guy Be true to me Be true and you might hear me When I’m changing, when I change my sides Cause I’m a funny kinda guy
13.
Oh wisdom you made me lose the sweetness in my charms And time you let me see how different things were in my world This is my world, this is my world But I’ll sleep where I want to Go where I’m going Be who I am I’ll lie if I need to Kiss who I want to And always speak my mind Inside of me I will be free Inside of me. And in my past I once was stronger before I picked up all this mess And in my past I once was louder but now I’ve reached this quiet distress This quiet distress, this quiet distress But I’ll sleep where I want to Go where I’m going Be who I am I’ll lie if I need to Kiss who I want to And always speak my mind Inside of me I will be free Inside of me. We do not fear what we can’t feel So maybe you’re not that brave You’re not that brave But I’ll sleep where I want to Go where I’m going Be who I am I’ll lie if I need to Kiss who I want to Go where I’m going I’ll do what I’m doing now Sleep where I want to I’ll go where I’m going I’ll lie if I need to I’ll do what I’m doing Inside of me I will be free to do what I’ve gotta do I will be free to say what I want to say I will be free to act how I need to act I’ll still be free.

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Soundtrack to the 2005 film Funny Kinda Guy, an award-winning documentary about my gender transition. Watch the film online at

simondevoil.com/documentary

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released November 1, 2006

© le Masurier-de Voil 2000-2 and Blue ocean © de Voil 2003

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Simon de Voil is a Scottish singer/songwriter and sacred musician, now living in Vermont. Known for soulful, often haunting songs that invoke the spirit of his homeland, as well as his own personal story, Simon pairs thoughtful and inspiring lyrics with compelling piano melodies, and a rich, tender vocal style. ... more

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